If You Need To Know...

If You Need To Know...

Maybe it's your angry pursed lips...
Or your sharp squinty stare...
It could be the tender touch of your finger tips...
Or the calming sweet smell of your hair...
Perhaps it's the endless little conversations...
Or the millions of simple jokes we shared...

Maybe it's how you always decline to say no...
Or the shy expression when it's a definite yes...
It could be the intrinsic feeling you sometimes show...
Or the unanswered questions that you make me guess...
Perhaps it's the chance you gave for us to grow...
Or your willingness to take this unexplored test...

- everything -

everything

hunted down by a feeling
mistreated by trust
it died when betrayal came
everything else just faded away

there you are again

in my room , on my bed

tired , and sleeping

I need you to feed this addiction of mine

The little kisses , the slightest touch
The innocent glances , the warm whispers
The undeniable beauty , the graceful sways
Feeds the hunger the addiction of perfection

The softness of your lips , the twinkle from your eyes
The smoothness of you skin ,

You proved to me how beautiful love can be
It can be weird at times that I'm actually believing it
I can taste the beauty on my lips
and the sweetness of it in my mouth
This experience just seems so surreal
Like a dream that continues to be true

Who would have known that you're the one
That my heart have been searching for
You filled the void , replaced the emptiness
Brought me joy and endless serenity
Mended my broken hollow heart
Filled it with such honest passion

I believe in what I can only see
I trust in what my instinct tells me
It's telling me not to let you go
Not to let you fade away from my inside
I didn't need to know what it tells me
For I already feel you growing patiently

Little by little , day by day
A bigger piece of you stays in me
I don't need you to prove
I can see your acts of affections
It drowns me , yet it gives me life

- silent tide -

- silent tide -

again the tide changes

without brewing storms

or crashing waves

calmly it shifted

i was building our sand castle

gazing at the horizon

i was lost at my own dream

when the silent tide came

it slowly rose till i drown in it

in this sea of madness and confusion

- even the heavens sleeps -

- even the heavens sleeps -

eyes won't shut

mind won't calm

the smoke lingers

within these walls

the heart slows

thoughts grinding

a million sharpen nails

against my own will

another burning stick

a few minutes to kill

i can hear the still night

guiding me to my slumber

everything is so vivid

the hurting and the disbelief

those sweet sounding lies

memories that just won't die