Saturday, November 10, 2007

- Shadow Dreamer -

- Shadow Dreamer -

Being alone in the dark under this moonless night ,

I have nothing except these tarnished thoughts

The lost attachments that I no longer can feel

Dreams that fell apart before anything is built

I’m at last a shadow dreamer

Something I thought I would never be

By myself , vivid daydreams break me down

All the emotions in me is now just another noun

May this be the day I try to give in

To just die and let loose of myself

To surrender and to end the grieve

To prove to the world that I’m not just a myth



7 comments:

-val- said...

hmmm very emo.. hehe.. muaxx!!
do u seriously feel that way?

Jayzen said...

ehehe.. hmmm... sometimes la.. at times la... i try not to think too much.. very damaging.. ahahha..

-val- said...

hmm... realli.. lol.. be like me.. i think tat way but its not damanging also.. hehee.. pandai pandai handle feeling all la.. i mean like wen im down.. i write wat i feel den afta im done ill feel much beter.. and at the same time impress with myself la.. den afta that ill be happy again.. hahaha..

Jayzen said...

ehehhe.. yeah.. that's wat i'm doing too.. ehehhe.. actually i quite impressed with this shadow dreamer thinggy.. ahahha.. not too bad...

-val- said...

yea.. its nice.. good la.. hehe.. muax!! write more darling.. i tink ure bein influence by me.. muuahhahahah.. nw u oso emo d.. hehe

Jayzen said...

ahahha.. i'm being more and more comfortable with u edi ma.. so i let myself loose more and more lor.. hmmm.. no need to control so much in front of you.. :)

-val- said...

okok gud la.. muuaaxx!!!